But this union did not have the same dull, overwhelming force of life itself . . . The anger, love, joy, gaiety, and sadness that Clarisse and Walter felt in their flight were not full emotions but little more than physical shells of feelings that had been worked up into a frenzy. . . the dictate of music united them in highest passion, yet at the same time it left them with something absent, as in the compulsive sleep of hypnosis.Through their piano playing Walter wants to bring Clarisse back to a "realization . . . from her innermost self and incline her gently to him." In the simplest terms, he wants her to consent to having a child. But "his dreams were assuming so much the shape of a small child that he was beginning here and there to strike the notes with a false and too sentimental emphasis."
But Clarisse has "her own way of thinking: "three people were around Clarisse: Walter, Ulrich, and the woman-killer Moosbrugger. Clarisse, the narrator states, "was gnawing at the root of love."
It is a forked root, with kisses and bites, glances clinging and a tormented last-minute aversion of the gaze. "Does getting along well together lead to hate?" she wondered. "Does a decent life crave brutality? Does peacefulness need cruelty? Does orderliness long to be torn apart" Such were, and were not, the thoughts provoked by Moosbrugger.Clarisse then makes a curious connection between playing the piano and Moosbrugger:
"One would have to go on and on plying, till the very end" Clarisse thought. "If one could go on playing uninterruptedly to the end of one's life, what would Moosbrugger be then?" A horror? An idiot? A black bird in the sky?" She did not know.Like Ulrich and Walter, Clarisse has intimations of her great potential. Having "awakened from the sleep of childhood," she "found the conviction ready-made that she was called upon to accomplish something . . . perhaps even chosen for some great purpose." That was the appeal of Walter: "all at once the world was no longer a barren, chaotic, parched plain but a gleaming circle, with Walter at the center, herself at the center, two centers coinciding in one."
As Clarisse continues playing she imagines herself entering Moosbrugger's cell and freeing him.
Moosbrugger had turned into a handsome youth and she stood beside him as an incredibly beautiful woman with a body as sweet as southern wine, not at all recalcitrant, as little Clarisse's body usually was. "This is the form of our innocence," she noted in some deep-down thinking layer of consciousness.Clarisse wonders "why couldn't Walter be like this" and decides (feels?) that "their marriage was suddenly creating a great embarrassment for their love." She knows Walter wants to "bind her to himself with a child," but she resists him. At this point, noticing that Walter's "playing was becoming unsure," Clarisse "leapt up in mid-chord and banged the piano shut."
Walter immediately concludes that Clarisse's feelings for Ulrich have caused her sudden change of mood:
It was Ulrich's coming, the mere news of which was enough to throw her mind into a frenzy! Ulrich was bad for Clarisse in that he callously roused in her something that Walter himself hardly dare touch, that wretched streak of genius in Clarisse.Walter voices his jealousy, and Clarisse declares she "was definitely not at all in love with Ulrich:
But she did feel kindled by him, like a light. She felt she shone more herself, amounted to more, when he was near; Walter on the other hand always wanted only to close the shutters. Besides, her feelings were nobody else's business, not Ulrich's and not Walter's!The narrator concludes the chapter by noting that "The silhouettes of two people who loved each other were black." As the last sentence, he adds:
Regardless of the greatest affairs of state occurring in the world outside, and despite its vexations, this seemed to be one of those moments for which God had created the earth.